Monday, December 15, 2014

Standing Out

Hey Guys,

     So I have a dysfunction called cleft palette. When I was born the entire roof of my mouth was gone, I never drank my mother's milk like all of you have probably done. I had to have a feeding tube for two months and take a jumble of surgeries here and there. My first surgery was when I was just two months. I have scars on my upper lip from surgery, most people have judged me because I was a different race I looked funny[I will admit that] and my speech was off. Growing up to now was hard mainly because of bullying. On my first post you'll king of understand what I'm talking about. I was hurt scarred for life people will say but those scars stay there but heal just a bit. I always thought of myself as outcast and I always wished just to blend it a bit. I am blending in but I'm still different, people know how this feels. It's just people can be rude because they don't realize we have a voice we have feelings too. Tears of joy to tears of sadness sometime people don't even care about your life only that your hurt and they think it's funny. I know you guys are probably annoyed about all my happiness posts and bullying.  I'm just going to say think about it, my whole life I have been known as an ugly kid. People think my posture isn't great, I have scars everywhere, I have parts of my body at different parts of my body and more. It's just think about it if you had to live my life what do you think? Don't say i'll be fine i'll get over it. STOP if your going to say that. I heard a boy say I will be fine if I get bullied, one year later he got bullied. Worst pain of his life he thought he wouldn't care but he did.  You can't feel what i've gone through but you can't say that i'll be fine. Not allowed on this post that i'll be fine standing out in my kind of position. I have gone over it a bit because i've stayed like this all these years.  You are at a Choir concert everybody is singing and you have a solo you sing a different song, that's my position.[Sort of] Being different is hard but it has also helped me. I am just going to say this question and I want your guy's opinion.

  When you stand out, how will you overcome it without saying i'm fine?

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Friday, December 12, 2014

Winter Break


Hey Guys,
    Winter break for my school is coming around the corner, and a there is a lot of things that I am excited for are coming. My marvelous cousins Aunt and Uncle are coming to Colorado. I am so eager to see them because I haven't seen them in like forever. Also my oldest cousin has been nagging me that she wants to come to Colorado in winter for more snow. I am completely clueless on what to get them for Christmas though. My awesome grandparents are also coming to Colorado. They're the best because 1. They spoil me with presents every time they come, 2. They are so loving, 3. They are hilarious. The flaw is they mostly speak Korean so I can't understand them much. We are going skiing together and going to a hot springs. My oldest cousin and I are planning to stay up until midnight for New Years Eve. I am so happy and excited for them to come and I just can't wait. 

What are you going to do in the winter?

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Thursday, December 11, 2014

My Dream Job

Hey Guys,

     I know I am pretty young, and still have years of schooling that I need to do before I consider this. I am thinking about my dream job, but it may not be the most luxurious. I want to be a good pediatrician when I grow up so I can be there to put a smile on other kids faces. I know that there are kids that can't afford a doctor and there getting sick and ill. I want to be the one to make them happy and tell them that they don't have too worry anymore. There are kids out that get sick way too often ,or they get a virus, or something is messed up in there blood. I want to be the one too fix it and put them  out of there pain. I'm pretty sure all of us have gotten sick and it sucks a lot. The kids out there they can't get the good medicine. You can get better in a few days with good care and medicine. There are kids that stay sick for months because they can't get taken care of. I want to open my own little facility but still gave a great amount of patients with me. My care will be cheap, but enough to keep my doctoring going to the supplies to the bills. Maybe I will also put a little medicine shop in there so if you don't want the horrible shots, you can get the good medicine.  My dream is a little over the top but i'm working to achieve that, even though it will be tough it will be worth it to see those people that get horribly sick, smile for once.

What is your dream job?

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Chicago and Wisconsin Dells

Hey Guys,

     Over the summer I went to Chicago and Wisconsin in Illinois.  The sighting was beautiful when my family and I were sight seeing. The thing that made me annoyed was that we were walking around an AMAZING museum for about two hours. The museum was wonderful, but I got extremely tired walking around so long. I eventually got hungry, and when we finally came out of the museum. I started yelling at my mom for a hotdog because I was starving, but my mom lied to me my dad was getting me a hotdog. He didn't my dad was just getting a map, so I got mad at my parents for not giving me food for another three hours. Eventually after a few days we started driving to Wisconsin Dells. Fastest two hour car trip of my life, I still can't believe I never got bored during the car trip. We went to an AMAZING resort that had four water parks!!!!  I also started being a brat to my parents and begging them to got to a pottery place in the resort. I begged my parents to do a bunch of things to go the spa, go to the wave pool, pottery, arcade, and more. I only got to go to a few places unfortunately.  I had a great time at Chicago and Wisconsin Dells and I hope to go back there soon.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Inspiration

Hey Guys,

      So I was just trying to come up with ideas for a project, but all I could do was draw a blank line. Sometimes it's hard to find inspiration from drawing to music to the world. I bet we've all had those days where we just draw a blank line on inspiration when we don't want to. Well don't be afraid to talk about it, I talked to an AMAZING teacher about it and she helped me. I found and idea for the project, also because Christmas was around the corner. We all have our talents for inspiration like mine is music, and sports. Yours could be art, nature, technology, and whatever is out there in the world. Think about your talents and special things in your heart. I was drawing a complete blank when I had to draw a landscape, sometimes we just need time to think. Finally, I thought of Blue Lake in Ouray,Colorado the sight is beautiful. So that's what I am drawing for a landscape Blue Lake. We all want to be inspired at the moment we need it but patience needs to kick in. Just think about the good things about you, Maybe your a true artist out of ideas, just think about other peoples art then take SOME of there ideas and making something new out of it. Maybe you are in a group for church and you want to spread awareness. Ask other people, surely other people will also have creative ideas of there own. Inspiration needs at least a little creativity so look inside your heart[Not literally, spiritually] find what makes you so special and embrace it. Well that's all I got to say for now.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Christmas Wishlist

Hey Guys,

     So I am making a Christmas wish list because Christmas is coming around the corner. I have not many things I want because I am happy with the things I already have. Well I still want a few things of coarse and here they are...

-A Guitar

-Ipad Mini

-Books, books, and books

-Novels

-Gift Cards

-Blind Bags/Random Toys

-Craft Making Kit


So these are the  things I want for Christmas basically. What do you want for Christmas? If you want to answer my question put your wishlist down below in the comments. Merry Christmas!

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted <3

Live Die Repeat

Hey Guys,

        I watched a movie called Live Die Repeat it was AMAZING! Yes, it was violent, sad, and a little scary but so far after that it was such a great movie.  There is a man named Cade who enters the army to fight aliens called Mimics. They problem is they can predict every attack the army plans on them. Cade kills a rare Mimic that gives him the power to reset time when he dies. Rita also could do that in a different war against aliens like Mimics but lost it. When she was injured on the battle field and knocked out they put someone else's blood in her veins which made her loose the power. The power is stored in your veins so when your injured you have to die in the field. She trains Cade and lets him learn more about how to kill the Mimics, every time he gets hurt during training Rita is forced to kill him until he can defeat training. He killed the Alpha for the powers he has to kill the Omega to win the war. He gets a vision about where the Omega is when he gets there he is ambushed by two other deadly Mimics. The hospital puts someone else's blood in his veins as he loses his power, he tells Rita, t"hat there just going to ambush us we can't stop them." Finally he gets a gadget that can tell where the Omega is, he goes to Paris to find the Omega. Cade goes into battle with the Omega. Will he live or die, will he ever win the war. Find out in Live Die Repeat The Edge Of Tomorrow

Competition

Hey Guys,

       So the question came up in my class, is competition a good thing? In my opinion it's great. Competition gives you a challenge, life would be boring without competition we get. Even though it may not be the best, it gives us something to look forward to. All I do at my house is sit around waiting for something fun to do. I bet that all lot of you know how I'm feeling, my first swim meet wasn't the best,but I trained for it so hard. I did lose the competition but swimming against the other teams was exhilarating. The energy flowing through me was so much fun. Yes, you will not win every single competition[unless your on a win streak] but it's that failure that makes you upset grow in life. I did fail in that swim meet, but now I know to train harder. Every day I train I come back tired but I am happy. If competition doesn't make you happy just take a break on yourself. My mom always told me you can always stop because my orchestra was making me so upset because the teachers knew I was advanced and they put me in beginner, but I didn't quit. I said I have a week to think and clear that out of my head. So I did know the orchestra isn't a deal they can't understand my talent too bad they are going to lose a performer that won't give up. I haven't left the orchestra but the teacher is making a bad choice herself. I learned that there will be people that can't understand what your made of but they don't know you, if they can't understand you. That failure of beginner taught me a lot of things that I thought I knew but I really didn't. Now I understand. Also before I go to the people that think i'm wrong when you grow up and failure hits you, most of the time it makes you upset, more that if you failed in childhood. If you have downfall as a child you will rise and stand tall when that failure hits you as an adult.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

My Verse

Hey Guys,

         So the iPad air commercial has a question called whats you verse? So technology took on that challenge and here is my verse.[Sort of this may change through out] Sorry this is not meant to offend anyone, it's just a question and what people do.



My Verse
What are you Thankful or Greedy
     
    Helping is an act to help someone. There are kids around us that live on the streets, they don’t have a roof over their head, or more. Yet why are we the ones complaining when those kids on the street are faithful. We are so greedy and unthankful and we spend our time just feeling ungrateful. Well at least we don’t have to fight for school, we don’t have to wait and wait for food, we don’t have to sit outside in the rain. We have a roof over our head, we don’t have to be like Malala and fight for school,  we get food from the love of our parents. Is that not enough, you need to have the new iphone? You need a computer? We should be happy for what we already have instead of being greedy and ungrateful. You can be a good person but everybody goes through greed. Thankfulness is what you know in your heart that you have a roof over your head, you have food on the table, when other kids don’t have it. Kindness is something that can make yourself happy or someone else. Those people on the streets beg for food or money, a penny to them can make there day. Have you disobeyed your parents? Obey your parents, if they tell you clean your room get right to it. If your parents aren’t paying attention to you because they’re busy, understand they still love you. They still provide a roof over your head and they give food to the table. You have so much more than other people around you on the streets. So it comes to conclusion  what are you Thankful or Greedy? [All honest opinions I won’t judge, answer in the comments below]