Monday, December 15, 2014

Standing Out

Hey Guys,

     So I have a dysfunction called cleft palette. When I was born the entire roof of my mouth was gone, I never drank my mother's milk like all of you have probably done. I had to have a feeding tube for two months and take a jumble of surgeries here and there. My first surgery was when I was just two months. I have scars on my upper lip from surgery, most people have judged me because I was a different race I looked funny[I will admit that] and my speech was off. Growing up to now was hard mainly because of bullying. On my first post you'll king of understand what I'm talking about. I was hurt scarred for life people will say but those scars stay there but heal just a bit. I always thought of myself as outcast and I always wished just to blend it a bit. I am blending in but I'm still different, people know how this feels. It's just people can be rude because they don't realize we have a voice we have feelings too. Tears of joy to tears of sadness sometime people don't even care about your life only that your hurt and they think it's funny. I know you guys are probably annoyed about all my happiness posts and bullying.  I'm just going to say think about it, my whole life I have been known as an ugly kid. People think my posture isn't great, I have scars everywhere, I have parts of my body at different parts of my body and more. It's just think about it if you had to live my life what do you think? Don't say i'll be fine i'll get over it. STOP if your going to say that. I heard a boy say I will be fine if I get bullied, one year later he got bullied. Worst pain of his life he thought he wouldn't care but he did.  You can't feel what i've gone through but you can't say that i'll be fine. Not allowed on this post that i'll be fine standing out in my kind of position. I have gone over it a bit because i've stayed like this all these years.  You are at a Choir concert everybody is singing and you have a solo you sing a different song, that's my position.[Sort of] Being different is hard but it has also helped me. I am just going to say this question and I want your guy's opinion.

  When you stand out, how will you overcome it without saying i'm fine?

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Friday, December 12, 2014

Winter Break


Hey Guys,
    Winter break for my school is coming around the corner, and a there is a lot of things that I am excited for are coming. My marvelous cousins Aunt and Uncle are coming to Colorado. I am so eager to see them because I haven't seen them in like forever. Also my oldest cousin has been nagging me that she wants to come to Colorado in winter for more snow. I am completely clueless on what to get them for Christmas though. My awesome grandparents are also coming to Colorado. They're the best because 1. They spoil me with presents every time they come, 2. They are so loving, 3. They are hilarious. The flaw is they mostly speak Korean so I can't understand them much. We are going skiing together and going to a hot springs. My oldest cousin and I are planning to stay up until midnight for New Years Eve. I am so happy and excited for them to come and I just can't wait. 

What are you going to do in the winter?

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Thursday, December 11, 2014

My Dream Job

Hey Guys,

     I know I am pretty young, and still have years of schooling that I need to do before I consider this. I am thinking about my dream job, but it may not be the most luxurious. I want to be a good pediatrician when I grow up so I can be there to put a smile on other kids faces. I know that there are kids that can't afford a doctor and there getting sick and ill. I want to be the one to make them happy and tell them that they don't have too worry anymore. There are kids out that get sick way too often ,or they get a virus, or something is messed up in there blood. I want to be the one too fix it and put them  out of there pain. I'm pretty sure all of us have gotten sick and it sucks a lot. The kids out there they can't get the good medicine. You can get better in a few days with good care and medicine. There are kids that stay sick for months because they can't get taken care of. I want to open my own little facility but still gave a great amount of patients with me. My care will be cheap, but enough to keep my doctoring going to the supplies to the bills. Maybe I will also put a little medicine shop in there so if you don't want the horrible shots, you can get the good medicine.  My dream is a little over the top but i'm working to achieve that, even though it will be tough it will be worth it to see those people that get horribly sick, smile for once.

What is your dream job?

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Chicago and Wisconsin Dells

Hey Guys,

     Over the summer I went to Chicago and Wisconsin in Illinois.  The sighting was beautiful when my family and I were sight seeing. The thing that made me annoyed was that we were walking around an AMAZING museum for about two hours. The museum was wonderful, but I got extremely tired walking around so long. I eventually got hungry, and when we finally came out of the museum. I started yelling at my mom for a hotdog because I was starving, but my mom lied to me my dad was getting me a hotdog. He didn't my dad was just getting a map, so I got mad at my parents for not giving me food for another three hours. Eventually after a few days we started driving to Wisconsin Dells. Fastest two hour car trip of my life, I still can't believe I never got bored during the car trip. We went to an AMAZING resort that had four water parks!!!!  I also started being a brat to my parents and begging them to got to a pottery place in the resort. I begged my parents to do a bunch of things to go the spa, go to the wave pool, pottery, arcade, and more. I only got to go to a few places unfortunately.  I had a great time at Chicago and Wisconsin Dells and I hope to go back there soon.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Inspiration

Hey Guys,

      So I was just trying to come up with ideas for a project, but all I could do was draw a blank line. Sometimes it's hard to find inspiration from drawing to music to the world. I bet we've all had those days where we just draw a blank line on inspiration when we don't want to. Well don't be afraid to talk about it, I talked to an AMAZING teacher about it and she helped me. I found and idea for the project, also because Christmas was around the corner. We all have our talents for inspiration like mine is music, and sports. Yours could be art, nature, technology, and whatever is out there in the world. Think about your talents and special things in your heart. I was drawing a complete blank when I had to draw a landscape, sometimes we just need time to think. Finally, I thought of Blue Lake in Ouray,Colorado the sight is beautiful. So that's what I am drawing for a landscape Blue Lake. We all want to be inspired at the moment we need it but patience needs to kick in. Just think about the good things about you, Maybe your a true artist out of ideas, just think about other peoples art then take SOME of there ideas and making something new out of it. Maybe you are in a group for church and you want to spread awareness. Ask other people, surely other people will also have creative ideas of there own. Inspiration needs at least a little creativity so look inside your heart[Not literally, spiritually] find what makes you so special and embrace it. Well that's all I got to say for now.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Christmas Wishlist

Hey Guys,

     So I am making a Christmas wish list because Christmas is coming around the corner. I have not many things I want because I am happy with the things I already have. Well I still want a few things of coarse and here they are...

-A Guitar

-Ipad Mini

-Books, books, and books

-Novels

-Gift Cards

-Blind Bags/Random Toys

-Craft Making Kit


So these are the  things I want for Christmas basically. What do you want for Christmas? If you want to answer my question put your wishlist down below in the comments. Merry Christmas!

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted <3

Live Die Repeat

Hey Guys,

        I watched a movie called Live Die Repeat it was AMAZING! Yes, it was violent, sad, and a little scary but so far after that it was such a great movie.  There is a man named Cade who enters the army to fight aliens called Mimics. They problem is they can predict every attack the army plans on them. Cade kills a rare Mimic that gives him the power to reset time when he dies. Rita also could do that in a different war against aliens like Mimics but lost it. When she was injured on the battle field and knocked out they put someone else's blood in her veins which made her loose the power. The power is stored in your veins so when your injured you have to die in the field. She trains Cade and lets him learn more about how to kill the Mimics, every time he gets hurt during training Rita is forced to kill him until he can defeat training. He killed the Alpha for the powers he has to kill the Omega to win the war. He gets a vision about where the Omega is when he gets there he is ambushed by two other deadly Mimics. The hospital puts someone else's blood in his veins as he loses his power, he tells Rita, t"hat there just going to ambush us we can't stop them." Finally he gets a gadget that can tell where the Omega is, he goes to Paris to find the Omega. Cade goes into battle with the Omega. Will he live or die, will he ever win the war. Find out in Live Die Repeat The Edge Of Tomorrow

Competition

Hey Guys,

       So the question came up in my class, is competition a good thing? In my opinion it's great. Competition gives you a challenge, life would be boring without competition we get. Even though it may not be the best, it gives us something to look forward to. All I do at my house is sit around waiting for something fun to do. I bet that all lot of you know how I'm feeling, my first swim meet wasn't the best,but I trained for it so hard. I did lose the competition but swimming against the other teams was exhilarating. The energy flowing through me was so much fun. Yes, you will not win every single competition[unless your on a win streak] but it's that failure that makes you upset grow in life. I did fail in that swim meet, but now I know to train harder. Every day I train I come back tired but I am happy. If competition doesn't make you happy just take a break on yourself. My mom always told me you can always stop because my orchestra was making me so upset because the teachers knew I was advanced and they put me in beginner, but I didn't quit. I said I have a week to think and clear that out of my head. So I did know the orchestra isn't a deal they can't understand my talent too bad they are going to lose a performer that won't give up. I haven't left the orchestra but the teacher is making a bad choice herself. I learned that there will be people that can't understand what your made of but they don't know you, if they can't understand you. That failure of beginner taught me a lot of things that I thought I knew but I really didn't. Now I understand. Also before I go to the people that think i'm wrong when you grow up and failure hits you, most of the time it makes you upset, more that if you failed in childhood. If you have downfall as a child you will rise and stand tall when that failure hits you as an adult.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

My Verse

Hey Guys,

         So the iPad air commercial has a question called whats you verse? So technology took on that challenge and here is my verse.[Sort of this may change through out] Sorry this is not meant to offend anyone, it's just a question and what people do.



My Verse
What are you Thankful or Greedy
     
    Helping is an act to help someone. There are kids around us that live on the streets, they don’t have a roof over their head, or more. Yet why are we the ones complaining when those kids on the street are faithful. We are so greedy and unthankful and we spend our time just feeling ungrateful. Well at least we don’t have to fight for school, we don’t have to wait and wait for food, we don’t have to sit outside in the rain. We have a roof over our head, we don’t have to be like Malala and fight for school,  we get food from the love of our parents. Is that not enough, you need to have the new iphone? You need a computer? We should be happy for what we already have instead of being greedy and ungrateful. You can be a good person but everybody goes through greed. Thankfulness is what you know in your heart that you have a roof over your head, you have food on the table, when other kids don’t have it. Kindness is something that can make yourself happy or someone else. Those people on the streets beg for food or money, a penny to them can make there day. Have you disobeyed your parents? Obey your parents, if they tell you clean your room get right to it. If your parents aren’t paying attention to you because they’re busy, understand they still love you. They still provide a roof over your head and they give food to the table. You have so much more than other people around you on the streets. So it comes to conclusion  what are you Thankful or Greedy? [All honest opinions I won’t judge, answer in the comments below]

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Happiness

 Hey Guys,

        So I know a lot of us have felt sad or lonely, but that's just our bruises and scars in life. All of those pains are going to heal in your heart, and when it's gnawing inside of you just listen to your favorite tunes and forget about it. I have gone through this a lot with bullying to family and it's hard trust me, but wait be patient with life. It's always made me a stronger person, and when I feel down I talk or text a friend about it. I did let myself cry but tears are the water drops to help the seed of life grow. If you feel sad play around with yourself like pretending you a famous dancer or hockey player, As a little girl I got horribly bullied in preschool, but I loved being a princess of the playground. If you just don't have energy remember if you went to Disney Land, or Paris. Think about the happy times and remember your smile on your face. I watch a youtuber named ihascupquake [Real name :Tiffany] and when she was in private school she was horribly bullied. You know what she said? She said, "Honestly the only thing that kept on letting me be happy was... smiling." "I would just shrug off there words and keep having a smile on my face, no matter how hurtful there words were ,smiling just made me happy."[Not the exact words but really close] That worked for me too, I try smiling every time i'm sad and I just feel a small burst of joy in my heart. These things may not help ,but everybody has a way of there own happiness and find it in your heart. Hope this helped. :)

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Lung Breaker

Hey Swimmers,
      I am on a swim team called Hurricane, and we can have some pretty crazy drills.[Drills are breaking apart a stroke like freestyle and working on it] We have the fist drill that we have to ball up our hands and swim, and if you think this is easy, trust me it's hard. We have a drill-ish thing called lung breaker. It's when you have to swim a certain amount like a 25 or 50 and you CAN'T breathe. A lot of people kept on complaining to my coach that they were holding there breath too long and it's too hard. I told them the word impossible means i'm possible then they finally stopped complaining. We had to do four 25's without breathing. We could only breathe four times in ALL of the 25's it was extreme but I made it. I breathed two times and the whole lane could only breathe 12 times. Only I breathed so luckily they didn't breathe. Lung breaker is a hard drill-ish but when your in the water, think about something else then breathing like.... ponies, soccer, football,books,  those things that make you happy. Try not to look at the water mainly because that will make you wanna breathe. Hope you all have a good day[or night] and I will get to you soon.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Monday, November 24, 2014

Violin

Hey Musicians,

     I am a violinist, and I have played for seven years as far as I can remember. People say violin is the easiest string instrument, but as you move along it gets harder. Vibrato is one of the challenges of violin[Even I haven't mastered it] unless you have very skillful hands it's hard. I am working on a very famous piece called Concertino. Unfortunately I have to play vibrato in it to make it sound complete. Don't be discouraged i'm one of the slower learners in violin, you may be the person that learns it in a week who knows.

I have a few tips for playing violin:
Vibrato is what you learn after you can play a few famous pieces[depending who your teacher is]
If your starting out don't worry about vibrato
Violin is easy to start out with
The basics you will be finished in about a week or two
Clean your violin[without soap and water]
Make sure to rosin your bow
Any tips I missed I will add on later...

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Mocking Jay Part 1


Hey Guys, 
 I watched a movie called Mocking Jay Part 1, it was such a great movies. One of my favorite songs in there is Hanging Tree. An Alister[the capitol cut off there tongue] asked in hand motion to sing because the mocking jays were singing. Katniss was the sign of rebellion to the capitol because of her defiance in the Hunger Games. She made District 13 make a deal to be the mocking jay[person leading rebellion] to save the victors from the capitol. Also let her sister keep her cat Buttercup. If she fails the duties of mocking jay the deal is off and they must find a new face of mocking jay. The capitol has made Peeta go insane before they poisoned his mind. Out of torture, getting beat up, he didn't agree with the capitol. Finally the capitol make Peeta go insane, they poison his mind with tracker jacker juice to make him afraid of Katniss. Katniss flies around every district hoping to find a new district to alliance with in the rebellion. District 8 joins them, but they get bombed. Will Katniss cure Peeta and change his ways or the fall of Panem comes at hand. If you want to learn more read Mocking Jay or watch Mocking Jay Part 1.

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Thursday, November 20, 2014

High School Story

Hey All Gamers,
     Are you bored out of you mind, and wishing for an addictive game? Try High School Story its fun and addictive, but it can also be annoying. You make your own character from the options of nerd, prep, or jock. My character is a jock[not going to tell names!!!] and a girl. You start off with a plot of land when a NICE girl comes from Hearst High to your starting school. Everybody at Hearst High is mean or a bully unless they transfer to your school. You can buy more classmates, complete quests, expand your school, buy more buildings, and so much more. I have been playing the games for about a month now and it is so much fun. I am addicted to the game[but not crazy] it's a nice game to play when you finish homework, or you are feeling bored and bummed. There are the bad things about it. Ads are my pest peeve on the game they pop up and there so hard to exit out of. The x on it is so tiny that once you try to click it it goes to that page. Luckily I have a Samsung Tablet 7.0, so I have the back button. Rings are hard to keep track of though. For quests I have to spend like 200 rings just to do it. Please please please make quests cheaper. Also the quests the box shines when a quest is completed or a ad will give you 2 rings and they keep on shining. I really don't care about a ad for 2 rings in till I finished what I went on for.  Also polls, they are so so so annoying when ad comes up. Let me answer questions in peace! So I hope you install High School Story on your mobile device.[Even though it pests peeves me sometimes]

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Book/Movie Review

Hey Guys,
 
        In the summer I read a book called Divergent by Veronica Roth. A girl named Tris is set out to as she takes a test to determine where she belongs. She conquers the simulation, with Tori[Dauntless person who gives tests] learning that she is a divergent. A divergent means great danger with Erudite hunting them down. She chooses to go to Dauntless a faction to conquer fear. She faces many challenges with the Erudite as a cruel enemy. The fate of factions is at hand, and fear conquering is required. She has to make decisions that will lead either a horrible death, or peace between factions. All of this stress of not falling into the chasm to people learning that she is a divergent through simulation. With all of this stress on her shoulders she can't help falling in love with Four[a.k.a Tobias /Marus's son/Tris's instructor] Will she be able to take on these challenges or fail doing it. Find out in Divergent.

Interstellar

Hey Guys,

       [Sorry this is kind of a spoiler post]
               My mom showed me the trailer for a movie called Interstellar, it looks amazing. Its about a dad going into space at first it looks like his kids are coming with him it's not. He goes with three other people. Two boys and one girl named Dr.Brand. The human race is dying and the only food source is corn. The dad finds a hidden base called Nasa and learns the secrets the government is hiding. Nasa got shut down because the government still wants run, and make sure no one thinks there dying but everybody knows. A man named Professer Brand.[his daughter is Dr.Brand] They learn that all the corn sources will die and eventually we will starve to death. They have a plan to repopulate on another planet before they all die for another generation. The plan backfires a lot, and the laws of gravity aren't in there favor. Four people in space, on a dangerous mission and only two are alive. One drowns and the other blows up in an explosion. One is strand on a planet with only enough supplies[and a robot] to last a year. Will Murph[the dads daughter] ever forgiver he dad for abandoning her and not keeping his promise that once she was his age he would come back. Will the mission succeed? Find out in Interstella.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Bullying

Hey Guys,

        I have had a few issues with a girl who kind of was bullying me in a way, and  I am a little scared to talk to her because I have had past bullying experiences.[a lot] All of them I told a teacher for guidance at the school and it never really helped. It either got worse or the teacher thought I was joking and didn't do anything about it. Bullying is a harsh thing especially if someone already suffered something already, like there dog died, there family is neglecting them, you don't feel loved, and more. In kindergarten I was a new kid I had already suffered from preschool bullying where a girl called me ugly and short. Just when you think you can trust your friend they just turn on you for some reason. I was scared to be a new kid especially because I couldn't take many surgeries because I was so little to take many of them. I had a lot of things wrong with me like my teeth, scars, and more. I was so sad and heart broken because of all the lies, words of hate, physical, and more. I was happy because I loved to play with my imagination and pretend I was Princess Leia from Star Wars. All of that ended on a cold day for me. I had to go to this daycare program because my parents were working. I was playing with two boys on Star Wars. One boy left while I was choosing who to be. I chose to me this girl who is called Padame and I talked really fast in kindergarten. Well when the other boy came back I talked really fast to explain my characters and they just laughed. The next day I went to that daycare program they told me to say these really dumb words they came up with, and I said them. They laughed there heart away because my speech is a little slury when I talked. The third day they shoved me to the ground my vision was blurry and my head hurt.  A whole group of people circled around me then a teacher came running to me. They lied that I fell and the other boys agreed that they witnessed it even though they only saw me on the ground. A couple days later I was done my heart couldn't take it but tears never fell from my eyes. I was crying on the inside they left a bunch of scars on me. Enough was enough for me, I never talked to them. Whenever they came near me I would always walk away from them. Then they told me to say a really weird word[that I never said] then they just laughed at me pretending that I said it. I stormed to them and told them, "enough is enough stop or else I will never come to this school and you won't pick on me EVER." That statement wasn't true but they stopped at an instant. They never talked to me except I am now friends with one of they boys he eventually said sorry to me. Bullying is a hard thing to control but show the bully you have power, and stand up for yourself. I didn't even have a friend when I was in kindergarten. Have Perseverence

Thanks,
Mizz Twisted